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This being cooped up and ill has made me become really irritable and whiny. Sorry.
You know what I realized today? I think I am becoming more like my old worrying self again. If everything's not perfect lately, I've been freaking out and having weird spaz attacks at people (mostly my mom. Gah. I am such a horrible human being.). I need to work on this. A lot.
It's disappointing to realize that, after so much effort and reflection, I have regressed to being a lot like I was a couple of years ago. And I was beginning to get good at optomism, living in the moment, and not obsessing over detail. Maybe I'll go and visit Mr. Jordan when school starts. He's a good guy to talk to about such things.
You know what I realized today? I think I am becoming more like my old worrying self again. If everything's not perfect lately, I've been freaking out and having weird spaz attacks at people (mostly my mom. Gah. I am such a horrible human being.). I need to work on this. A lot.
It's disappointing to realize that, after so much effort and reflection, I have regressed to being a lot like I was a couple of years ago. And I was beginning to get good at optomism, living in the moment, and not obsessing over detail. Maybe I'll go and visit Mr. Jordan when school starts. He's a good guy to talk to about such things.
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