Apathy feels good. I don't know where it came from, but it kind of overcame me tonight, and as a result I didn't get anything done. But guess what? I don't really care!
The thing about time lately is that it was sailing along quite nicely for the past few weeks, but all of a sudden it kinda . . . slowed down to a near-standstill. Maybe the trick is just to forget about college letters coming soon, and forget about my countdown of school days left till we graduate, and focus on things . . . Except that I don't really want to do that. I don't want to be mindlessly moving from one activity to another, and yet I do because it makes time move collectively faster.
Sigh. I think I'm just going in circles around myself, like the hands of a clock.
The thing about time lately is that it was sailing along quite nicely for the past few weeks, but all of a sudden it kinda . . . slowed down to a near-standstill. Maybe the trick is just to forget about college letters coming soon, and forget about my countdown of school days left till we graduate, and focus on things . . . Except that I don't really want to do that. I don't want to be mindlessly moving from one activity to another, and yet I do because it makes time move collectively faster.
Sigh. I think I'm just going in circles around myself, like the hands of a clock.